I called DC today to see if they had any new information on you and like the last two weeks they do not. Mommy is trying really hard not to be sad, but there is a longing in my heart to hold you. I'm trying to focus on the mundane task of everyday life....doing laundry, dishes, cleaning the house, and taking care of your bubby and sissy. I trust the Lord and His will for us and I know there is a reason for the wait. Maybe it is to help mold mommy into a more patient person. I do have to pray daily for patience. I want to smell you and hold you and I can't wait to start bonding with you. I love you so much little boy. Your birthday is coming up really soon and I don't want to miss it. I want to be there to celebrate the miracle of your birth. Don't lose heart my baby the Lord continues to give mommy little proofs that He is still in control. I took care of a mommy last night at work that is Korean. She had beautiful twin girls. I know Jehovah loves us and in His perfect time I will hold you. See you soon Eli Jaehyun Williams.